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Sooo..today was the BIG day! I finally started my BIG girl job! :) First and foremost it was a good day! I love the office I'm at. The girls there are all so sweet and since I did my clinicals there for school, I already feel like I fit in with everyone. I just want to thank everyone for all their support and encouraging words.

Yesterday I had to meet at Self in Greenwood and as I was talking to the car I started thinking about my momma. (which is a daily occurance) I know she would be SO happy for me and of course so supportive as she always was. I couldnt help but wonder if she's been with me through this whole "journey" lately. When I got into the car and turned the radio to 89.7, "You Raise Me Up" started playing. Many of you know how much my mom LOVED that song! My cousin Stephen sang that at her funeral and everytime I hear that song now, I cant help but cry. As soon as I heard that song I knew she was with me and that she is proud. Theres sooooo much that has gone on that I wish she was here to witness and experience with me. I have met the most amazing person ever, and I know she would LOVE Will to pieces! I know shes happy knowing that I have a wonderul, supportive boyfriend who always brings a smile to my face. I graduated from college, passed my certification test, and now I'm a working girl. I know I couldnt have done any of this without her! I remember graduation day, Aunt Kathy told me on the way home that she knew momma was sitting on the basketball goal watching me walk across the stage, and she knew she was so proud of me. I woke up this morning with my momma on my mind. Anytime I had something big going on, she always made me such a yummy breakfast. I woke up wondering, "Hmmm, if momma were here, I wonder what she would have fixed me today" :) Basically, I just miss her like crazy, but I know shes proud of me and I'm so happy to know I will always have her with me in spirit! :)